Yhara zayd

Épisode 1 - seth rogen - "laugh" [reverb + slowed]

22 mai 2019

So poetic

Épisode 2 - The Remake That Couldn't: Skins "U.S."

5 juin 2019

this only happened because one day I re-watched all of Skins then had the thought 'What happened to that remake?' and then I paid for a full season of it on Amazon and was driven to make this video because of regret and frustration. Enjoy.

Épisode 3 - The Movie That Wants to Be The Craft & Chronicle

14 octobre 2019

Oof

Épisode 4 - That '80s Show & The Limits of Nostalgia

5 février 2020

Warning: the audio in this video is shit but there isn’t a damn thing I can do about it now. Viewer discretion advised. Yes, I butchered John Lithgow's name. No, I don't want to talk about it. https://twitter.com/yharazayd https://letterboxd.com/menzayd/

Épisode 5 - James Franco, Zeroville & Delusions of Auteur

17 mars 2020

Sal Mineo didn’t deserve that biopic. Letterboxd: https://letterboxd.com/menzayd/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/yharazayd

Épisode 6 - Self-Made: The Anatomy of a Mess

28 mai 2020

This video was inspired by the TV Show inspired by the life inspired by Madam CJ Walker.

Épisode 7 - Jennifer's Body & the Horror of Bad Marketing

2 juin 2020

Épisode 8 - Holes & The Prison-Industrial Complex

8 juillet 2020

Protect Zero at all costs. Also, @D!$N3¥, you suck. https://www.patreon.com/join/yharazayd

Épisode 9 - Kairo, Pulse & Fear Lost in Translation

9 octobre 2020

Épisode 10 - A Monstress Comes of Age: Horror & Girlhood

16 octobre 2020

lots of blood and guts, pls. https://www.snap4freedom.org patreon: https://www.patreon.com/yharazayd letterboxd: https://letterboxd.com/menzayd/ instrumental music (in order of appearance): "adam & steve" - dorian electra "whitewater" - let's eat grandma "forgive me" - chloe x halle {reprod. by 101k https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNLE4JFIgSw) "grilling ni**as" - cupcakke "violet hill" - vitamin string quartet "raw main title theme" - jim williams "figure 8" - fka twigs

Épisode 11 - Legacy, Chronicle & Every Other Reimagining of The Craft

30 octobre 2020

i said that like i don't have a witchy vibes playlist of my own. https://letterboxd.com/menzayd/ https://www.patreon.com/join/yharazayd instrumental music (in order of appearance): "fallen alien" - fka twigs "you'll miss me when i'm not around" - grimes "run program: sentionauts" - sinoia caves "violin concerto in g minor, rv 315 "l'estate" "down by the water" - pj harvey "how soon is now?" - the smiths "trophy" - bat for lashes "headstrong" - trapt "objects in mirror (are closer than they appear)" - trent reznor and atticus ross "fuck with myself" - banks "bitch" - allie x "little dark age" - mgmt "seven devils" - florence & the machine

Épisode 12 - The Satirical Resurgence of Reefer Madness

10 novembre 2020

https://www.snap4freedom.org/home https://www.patreon.com/yharazayd https://letterboxd.com/menzayd/ instrumentals used: “blueberry yum yum” - ludacris “smoke two joints” - sublime “i got high” - afroman “smoke & mirrors” - rjd2 “intergalactic” - beastie boys “start shootin’” - little people

Épisode 13 - Elite: Almost, Not Quite

10 décembre 2020

https://www.snap4freedom.org/home https://www.patreon.com/yharazayd https://letterboxd.com/menzayd/ chapters 0:00 Intro 0:46 Meet the Elite 3:28 Season Summaries 27:57 Character Writing 49:00 Themes: More Harm Than Good 57:38 Conclusion instrumental music (in order of appearance): • “lollipop” - 2ne1 & bigbang • [original song] • “magic stick” - lil kim • “call your girlfriend” - robyn • [original song] • “assassin” - au/ra

Épisode 14 - Heathers, Jawbreaker & The Timelessness of Killer Cliques

25 décembre 2020

https://www.snap4freedom.org/home https://letterboxd.com/menzayd/ https://www.patreon.com/join/yharazayd instrumental music (in order of appearance): “7/11” - midnite string quartet “all through the night” - cyndi lauper “break the ice” - britney spears “blockbuster night pt. 1” - run the jewels “to keep from falling off” “army of me” - björk “cherry bomb” - the runaways “pretend that we’re dead” - L7 “our lips are sealed” - the go go’s “nu abo” - f(x) “how many licks?” - lil kim “rebel yell” - billy idol “all the things she said” - tatu “teenage suicide (don’t do it)” - big fun

Épisode 15 - an excuse to talk about movies i liked this year

26 décembre 2020

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Épisode 16 - Welcome to the Dollhouse & Middle Grade Despair

17 janvier 2021

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Épisode 17 - My Best Friend's Wedding & Reframing Romance

17 février 2021

https://www.snap4freedom.org/home https://letterboxd.com/menzayd/ https://www.patreon.com/join/yharazayd instrumentals used (in order of appearance): “there is a light that never goes out” - the smiths “i’m goin’ down” - mary j. blige “dilemme” - lous and the yakuza

Épisode 18 - The Princess Diaries & the Optimism of Modern Fairy Tales

8 mars 2021

?visit https://www.audible.com/zayd or text zayd to 500-500? https://www.snap4freedom.org/home https://letterboxd.com/menzayd/ https://www.patreon.com/join/yharazayd instrumentals (in order of appearance): "masquerade suite waltz" - aram khachaturian "everybody" - backstreet boys "candy" - mandy moore "concerto for 4 violins in b minor, op. 3, no. 10, RV 580: I. allegro" - vivaldi "garçon" - koxie "that's what little girls are made of" - raven symone, missy elliott "carnival of the animals: aquarium" - camille saint-saëns

Épisode 19 - The Bizarre Brilliance of I'm a Cyborg, But That's Okay

16 mars 2021

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Épisode 20 - The Forgotten Legacy of Brittany Murphy

9 avril 2021

instrumental music (in order of appearance): “just doesn’t feel right” - ote “not in love” - sugar blizz “things to do” - ballpoint “unthinkable” - r.a.d. “loss and love” - amaranth cove “just doesn’t feel right” - ote 1:33 - 1:45 ; 28:18 - 28: 41 [ https://www.hollywoodreporter.com/news/final-difficult-days-brittany-murphy-70059 ] 2:00 - 2:14 [ https://people.com/archive/rising-and-shining-vol-50-no-16/ ] 8:53 - 9:09 ; 10:38 - 10:57 ; 12: 06 - 12:20 [ https://www.latimes.com/archives/la-xpm-2001-sep-09-ca-43649-story.html ] 13:34 - 13:49 [ https://forums.wdwmagic.com/threads/murphy-dumped-from-tink.315352/ ] [[ brittany's initial casting: https://thewaltdisneycompany.com/brittany-murphy-gives-tinker-bell-her-voice/ ] 14:17 - 14:36 ; 19:45 - 20:09 ; 24:38 - 24:52 ; 29:12 - 29:29 [ https://www.dazeddigital.com/film-tv/article/38082/1/remembering-brittany-murphy-with-the-people-she-touched ] 14:37 - 15:10 ; 33:07 - 33:34 [ https://www.interviewmagazine.com/film/rip-brittany-murphy ] 15:59 - 16:30 [ https://www.rogerebert.com/reviews/little-black-book-2004 ] 20:41 - 21:04 [ https://people.com/celebrity/photo-brittany-murphys-haunting-final-role/ ] 23:33 - 23:48 [ https://www.thecut.com/2008/02/fugs_azria.html ] 25:10 - 25:44 [ https://sisterhoodoftheuselessdegrees.wordpress.com/2008/01/23/celebrity-career-diagnosis-brittany-murphy/ ] 26:00 - 26:10 [ https://people.com/celebrity/colleagues-brittany-murphy-struggled-with-weight-issues/ ] brittany on her album: https://people.com/celebrity/brittany-murphy-plans-her-dream-wedding/

Épisode 21 - Colossal: Or How I Learned to Stop Stressing and Drop Bad Friends

19 avril 2021

https://www.snap4freedom.org/home https://letterboxd.com/menzayd/ https://www.patreon.com/join/yharazayd instrumental music (in order of appearance): "blues or something like that" - tigerblood jewel "leather feather" - lennon hutton "brazen" - [ocean jams] "fire, then nothing" - da sein

Épisode 22 - We are L!ttle Zombies & the Monsters of Grief

26 avril 2021

i adore this movie. "racing hearts" - mattie maguire "one trick pony" - ote "the kill" - particle house "transhumanism" - elfl "keep dancing the whole way" - ote "racing hearts" - mattie maguire https://www.filmink.com.au/makoto-nagahisa-pop-will-eat/ https://www.polygon.com/2020/7/24/21337207/we-are-little-zombies-director-makoto-nagahisa-interview-jrpg-japanese-movies "and so we put goldfish in the pool" - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pn21p2z55so https://medium.com/leading-lines/interview-with-makoto-nagahisa-director-of-and-so-we-put-goldfish-in-a-pool-353f6f50afb6

Épisode 23 - The Day Rue "Became" Black

19 mai 2021

Go to https://nordvpn.com/yhara or use code yhara to get a 2-year plan with a huge discount plus 1 additional month for free. Thanks to NordVPN for sponsoring this video. Check out the NordVPN YouTube channel here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yCWNRzoQGis ~~sources~~ https://genderjusticeandopportunity.georgetown.edu/wp-content/uploads/2020/06/girlhood-interrupted.pdf https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC7051017/ https://deadline.com/2011/04/toldja-lionsgate-sets-josh-hutcherson-liam-hemsworth-for-the-hunger-games-119870/ https://www.theatlantic.com/entertainment/archive/2011/04/hunger-games-josh-hutcherson-and-liam-hemsworth-cast-as-peeta-and-gale/236797/ https://www.washingtonpost.com/blogs/therootdc/post/the-hunger-games-elicits-racist-reactions/2012/03/28/gIQANOVrgS_blog.html https://cassandraclare.tumblr.com/post/23181390945/magnus https://nashuproar.org/30352/opinion/white-default/ https://mg.co.za/article/2013-08-30-the-whiteness-default/ ~~instrumental music (in order of appearance)~~ "deep shadow" - ttl "government secrets" "dies irae" - giuseppe verdi "sail" - awolnation "halloween clown circus" "revitalize" - yonder dale "seven devils" florence and the machine "chukchi" - marten moses "messenger in limbo" - marc torch "the secret life of filmon" - farrell wooten "terms" - slowthai "hard to the core" - matt large "everything matters" - andreas boldt [patronz credits] "meadow walk" - andreas boldt

Épisode 24 - The Third Generation: A Skins Retrospective

4 juin 2021

?visit https://www.audible.com/zayd or text zayd to 500-500? all that said, i actually like the third generation.

Épisode 25 - The Cultural Significance of Taina

17 juin 2021

go to https://nordvpn.com/yhara or use code yhara to get a 2-year plan plus a bonus gift with a huge discount. thanks to NordVPN for sponsoring this video. ~instrumental music (in order of appearance)~ "bring it all to me" - blaque "no more" - 3LW "try again" - aaliyah "on my way to heaven" - femme tov taina episodes - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBUq1vvIHNtkX6gUyiRwpug/videos

Épisode 26 - Cruel Intentions 2: The Sequel No One Deserved

19 juillet 2021

Go to https://nordvpn.com/yhara or use code yhara to get a 2-year plan plus a bonus gift with a huge discount. Thanks to NordVPN for sponsoring this video. ~instrumental music (in order of appearance)~ cold war games - gabriel lewis born in the '90s - ameryh andanto gossec every you every me - placebo when i get sober - waykap again & again - vicki vox frostbite - yellowbase run boy run - snake city dangerous liaisons main titles - george fenton boom boom boom - waykap ? letterboxd | https://letterboxd.com/menzayd/ ??https://www.patreon.com/join/yharazayd

Épisode 27 - The Sinister & Surreal World of Gregg Araki

15 août 2021

Get a whole month of great cinema FREE on MUBI: https://mubi.com/yharazayd With the support of Creative Europe – MEDIA Programme of the European Union here's my list of recs: https://mubi.com/lists/i-like-it-505dfb38-6e4e-4439-916b-7e186aa329f8 ~instrumental music~ (in order of appearance) "tears in space" - etienne roussel "the dark night" - soara "reflect" - soara "linda low" - lucention "charcoal stream" - curved mirror "rue" - velda "messenger in limbo" - marc torch "what's left" - CLNGR "take one" - slowdive "butterfly" - lofive "we are the visitors" - curved mirror "when will tomorrow come?" - ian luxton "dreams of discotia" - particle house "when will tomorrow come?" - ian luxton

Épisode 28 - Not Another Teen Movie | 20 Years Later

13 septembre 2021

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Épisode 29 - Breaking the Cycle of Abuse | The Perks of Being a Wallflower

21 septembre 2021

? https://www.snap4freedom.org/home ? letterboxd | https://letterboxd.com/menzayd/ ? https://www.patreon.com/join/yharazayd ~~instrumentals (in order of appearance)~~ "isoulation" - guustavv "vitamins" - timothy infinite "different languages" - justnormal "glazed" - dylan sitts "then i go" - damma beatz

Épisode 30 - Selling Marilyn | A Life Merchandised

27 septembre 2021

? https://www.snap4freedom.org/home ? letterboxd | https://letterboxd.com/menzayd/ ? patreon | https://www.patreon.com/join/yharazayd ~instrumental music (in order of appearance)~ "les filles desir" - vendredi sur mer "femme de couleur" - shy'm "quand c'est?" - stromae "when you're in the dark" - smartface "closure (what i want)" - snake city "thought it was mine" - damma beatz "it's not a game" - philip ayers "at evenfall" - howard harper barnes "magical garden" jon algar

Épisode 31 - White: K-Pop, Horror & the Curse of Fame

14 octobre 2021

? https://www.snap4freedom.org/home ? letterboxd | https://letterboxd.com/menzayd/ ? patreon | https://www.patreon.com/join/yharazayd ~music used (in order of appearance)~ "white" - pink dolls "celestial" - t shirts & sweats "rapier" - lovren "the 7th sense" - nct u "magic girl" - orange caramel "inside light" - jay carton "lunatic" - _91nova "monster" - irene & seulgi "white" - idk the ghost i guess

Épisode 32 - The People Under the Stairs | The Horrors of Landlords and Housing Discrimination

30 octobre 2021

Get a whole month of great cinema FREE on MUBI: https://mubi.com/yharazayd ? letterboxd | https://letterboxd.com/menzayd/ ? patreon | https://www.patreon.com/join/yharazayd ~books~ [support your local bookstore] • race and real estate https://www.indiebound.org/book/9781469663883?aff=Shelterforce • race for profit https://www.indiebound.org/book/9781469653662 • evicted https://www.indiebound.org/book/9780553447439 • the color of law https://www.indiebound.org/book/9781631492853 instrumental music (in order of appearance) • "siren's dance" - etienne roussel • "cradle song" - mary riddle • "what goes around" - enigmanic • "when they feel" - wendel scherer • "the enchanted forest" - alexandra woodward • "safe path ahead" - kikoru • "memento" - raymond grouse • "taste the sun" - particle house

Épisode 33 - The Nymphet Femme Fatale (As Popularized by Misreadings of Lolita)

26 novembre 2021

Get a whole month of great cinema FREE on MUBI: https://mubi.com/yharazayd we need to talk about Lolita | Ms. Lola : https://youtu.be/GPANXxV1iFo film recs: https://mubi.com/lists/wonder-whimsy-and-weeping ? letterboxd | https://letterboxd.com/menzayd/ ? patreon | https://www.patreon.com/join/yharazayd Lionel Trilling Review of "Lolita" ➡️ https://www.unz.com/print/Encounter-1958oct-00009 Peter J. Rabinowitz's "Lolita: Solipsized or Sodomized?" ➡️ https://www.academia.edu/2231530/Lolita_Solipsized_or_Sodomized_or_Against_Abstraction_in_General instrumental music (in order of appearance): "don't tell me more" - jerry lacey "misty valley" - jerry lacey "memento" - raymond grouse "flying ships" - jerry lacey "lanterns ascending" - jerry lacey "waltz of the dead" - mike franklyn

Épisode 34 - The Raunchy Comedy Reframed

13 décembre 2021

https://www.adameve.com Code: YHARA. 50% Off 1 Item + Free Shipping in the US & Canada *some exclusions apply film recs: https://mubi.com/lists/wonder-whimsy-and-weeping ? letterboxd | https://letterboxd.com/menzayd/ ? patreon | https://www.patreon.com/join/yharazayd https://www.theatlantic.com/entertainment/archive/2013/07/-i-the-to-do-list-i-s-radically-practical-message-about-virginity/278124/ https://journals.sagepub.com/doi/full/10.1177/1088868319891310 https://econtent.hogrefe.com/doi/abs/10.1027/1864-9335/a000362 https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/promiscuous-men-chaste-women-and-other-gender-myths/ instrumental music (in order of appearance): "me n you" - r.a.d "your body" - pretty ricky "motivation" - kelly rowland "wap" - vitamin string quartet "side to side" - midnite string quartet "if u seek amy" - britney spears "breathe" - britney spears "my neck my back" - khia "mgr" - t-shirts & sweats "expelled from school" - toby tranter

Épisode 35 - The Social Cinema

27 décembre 2021

Get a whole month of great cinema FREE on MUBI: https://mubi.com/yharazayd ? letterboxd | https://letterboxd.com/menzayd/ ? patreon | https://www.patreon.com/join/yharazayd ~instrumental music (in order of appearance)~ "flamboyant" - dorian electra "so damn tired" - deanz "we run at night" - bureaucrap "all my life" - k-ci & jojo "grit & chips" - t-shirt & sweats "NO CAP" - t-shirt & sweats "falconeer" - lovren "a dark road to nowhere" - dex 1200 "cipher" - gridded "drawn to you" - vincent vega "uh" - cushy ~ articles, threads and studies ~ https://www.glamourmagazine.co.uk/article/instagram-effect-on-brain "'Zola' Understands the Internet" - Shirly Li ➡ https://www.theatlantic.com/culture/archive/2021/06/zola-understands-internet-twitter-social-media/619323/ "The Presentation of Self in Every Day Life" - Erving Goffman ➡ https://monoskop.org/images/1/19/Goffman_Erving_The_Presentation_of_Self_in_Everyday_Life.pdf "Zola Tells All" (Rolling Stone piece with A'Ziah King) ➡ https://www.rollingstone.com/feature/zola-tells-all-the-real-story-behind-the-greatest-stripper-saga-ever-tweeted-73048/ Original Zola Thread ➡ https://imgur.com/gallery/WDwyW ~books i read leading up to making this mess~ "Trick Mirror" by Jia Tolentino "The Shallows" by Nicholas G. Carr "The Age of Surveillance Capitalism" by Shosha Zuboff "The Attention Merchants: The Epic Scramble to Get Inside Our Heads" by Tim Wu ~better videos about twitter~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j2oSKW4Fv0Q https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DGwiyyZhNpM

Épisode 36 - mindlessly talking about favorite things from 2021 (...and kind of 2020)

31 décembre 2021

full list on letterboxd: https://boxd.it/e3IyO "sunset drive" - future joust "the miner" - both are infinite "one" - three dog night "a little higher" - sture zetterberg "we don't talk about bruno" - lin manuel miranda, encanto cast "dance of the dryads" - etienne roussel "hannah montana" - migos "glitter gutter" - conditional "inside a killer mind" - kikoru "i wanna be your dog" - the stooges

Épisode 37 - hi, aubrey plaza's a great actress kthxbye

20 février 2022

Épisode 38 - Worst "Romcom" Ever: 40 Days and 40 Nights is Cruel & Unnecessary

23 février 2022

once a patronz only

Épisode 39 - hi, not everything needs to be a fictionalized miniseries, kthxbye

9 mars 2022

Épisode 40 - I Know What You Did Last Summer is a Terrible Show

13 avril 2022

Get a whole month of great cinema FREE on MUBI: https://mubi.com/yharazayd Justin Chon's award-winning directorial debut is now available on MUBI in the U.S. & Canada https://mubi.com/films/gook

Épisode 41 - Nice White Teachers, Bad Brown Schools: Hollywood's Pedagogy on Urban Education

25 juin 2022

Hirokazu Koreeda: A Double Bill is now streaming on MUBI in the US Get a whole month of great cinema FREE on MUBI: https://mubi.com/yharazayd ? letterboxd | https://letterboxd.com/menzayd/ ~NARRATORS~ ?Akua Daniela? yt: https://youtube.com/c/TownofTawiah ✨Luke Mawdsley✨ ig: https://instagram.com/spookyglasses?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y= ~~BONUS STUFF~~ The Battle for Room 314: My Year of Hope and Despair in a New York City High School by Ed Boland For White Folks Who Teach in the Hood and the Rest of Y'all Too: Reality Pedagogy and Urban Education (Race, Education, and Democracy) by Christopher Emdin Black Teacher by Beryl Gilroy Education for Extinction: American Indians and the Boarding School Experience, 1875-1928 by David Wallace Adams Stringing Rosaries: The History, the Unforgivable, and the Healing of Northern Plains American Indian Boarding School Survivors by Denise K. Lajimodiere The Traumatic Legacy of Indian Boarding Schools | https://www.theatlantic.com/education/archive/2019/03/traumatic-legacy-indian-boarding-schools/584293/ ~instrumental music used {in order of appearance}~ "sneakin" - blue steel "a wanderer" - peter crosby "freaknik" - xavy rusan "regina mascherata" - sven lindvall "the murdered dancer" - luella green "homebody" - waze inn "crazy 8s" - damma beatz "too dusty" - blood red sun "lunar vibrations" - megan wofford "dark water" - magnus ludvigsson "woody" - ch@ntarelle "by the rivers" - justnormal "i can still rap though" nbhd nick "liar's den" - yellowbase "live to tell" - kikoru original track

Épisode 42 - The Catharsis of Body Horror [censored]

25 juillet 2022

House of Hummingbird is now streaming on MUBI in the US Get a whole month of great cinema FREE on MUBI: https://mubi.com/yharazayd How Body Horror Helped Me Process Gender Dysphoria by Nadine Smith | https://www.them.us/story/body-horror-gender-dysphoria-essay Body Horror and Growing Up Trans by Cressa Beer | https://www.dreadcentral.com/editorials/431670/body-horror-and-growing-up-trans/ ? letterboxd | https://letterboxd.com/menzayd/ ? https://www.instagram.com/yharazayd/?hl=en ~instrumental music (in order of appearance)~ “You’re Not Hiding Well” - Trevor Kowalski “Faceshopping” - Sophie “No Love” - Death Grips “Let Them Try” - Hampus Naeselius “Ice Tray” - Azucares “TD” - T-Shirts & Sweats ***i have no idea what song i used for the MUBI read sorry Patreon Credits song is an original

Épisode 43 - Commodifying Leisure | An Honest-to-God Brink Analysis

16 février 2023

Épisode 44 - The Outsiders | Toxic Masculinity vs. Vulnerability

5 juillet 2023

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Épisode 45 - The White Gaze of Hairspray

20 juillet 2023

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Épisode 46 - hi, it's okay to audition kthxbye

23 juillet 2023

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